[ . . . . ugh. he knows that it's meant to be reassuring and there's the note of appreciation, though it doesn't manage to actually remove any of senri's complicated feelings]

I... There's something that I want more than anything -

But the longer that I stay here... the more that I think that I don't need a gods' blessing in order to make it happen.... maybe.

[ . . . ]

The odds of me finding my family are about one in eight billion, give or take... but they're not impossible.

I already told you that I think... my wish feels selfish, the longer that I'm here.