[i wish i could say that senri has gotten less soft with all the tragedy happening but not quite yet apparently. he's not too surprised about the rice balls but like.

he tried and therefore no one could fault him.]

... I don't know. It's not pity or anything but... I don't really know what to say - if there is anything good to say here, or if I'll just make it worse.

But it also felt weird to not look for you at all.

[but also he is internally dying because he is sad but also the part of them that desperately craves a script is shriveling up and suffering]