That's the problem - I don't think you do. If I thought you had this handled, and you were going to head for an ending that'd actually make you happy instead of just vaguely less murderous, I wouldn't care!

[sasuke being happy is... such a faraway goal.....]

You're a ninja, so I get that you're stronger than me - but your people skills and emotional stability are way off. Are you seriously content like this....?