[senri's hands still even as he pokes through the assortment of braclets, pins, odds and ends -
for so long, there was only him. he was alone until he made himself into something that others found worth paying attention to, when he gave them what they wanted. but if you wear a hundred different masks every single day, nothing feels genuine. still, he thought, even if it wasn't real - at least he had something.
but there's never been anyone to pay attention to him after his lies were revealed. no one stays when he says what's really on his mind. if he's not amiable, he's left behind. he's never had anyone who would - ]
[1/2] god i hate this so much please kill us both
for so long, there was only him. he was alone until he made himself into something that others found worth paying attention to, when he gave them what they wanted. but if you wear a hundred different masks every single day, nothing feels genuine. still, he thought, even if it wasn't real - at least he had something.
but there's never been anyone to pay attention to him after his lies were revealed. no one stays when he says what's really on his mind. if he's not amiable, he's left behind. he's never had anyone who would - ]