... I've always wanted to be more sincere. I guess I'm getting a crash course in it here. But for a long time.... lying was the only method that I could use to get anyone to look my way - even if it was just for a minute, for a second, if I could make them smile and pay attention to me....

That's why I chose Cheri.

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I wanted to make sure - because I might... need to defect again. But I wanted to make sure that Justice had someone that would stay with him. At least until we can end this.