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[ i already regret sasuke and senri ]
i hate that jan made us a shitpost so i already have one to use
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i hate that jan made us a shitpost so i already have one to use
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i hate that jan made us a shitpost so i already have one to use
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i hate that jan made us a shitpost so i already have one to use
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he'd had a feeling for a long time - for over a week now - but it's something else to hear sasuke admit to him directly. he watches him, but the look on senri's face isn't one of judgment. there's only the slight surprise of being opened up to, and then his heart getting stuck in his throat.
this happened - when you fake everything, when you work off scripts and only scripts - and he suddenly doesn't know what to do when something very real and very fragile is put in front of him. he can feel the cold feet creeping in, the thing that leaves him immobilized in difficult situations]
.... I know that it's because you wanted something better. I know that you wanted to help everyone, but you didn't know any other way to do it. I'm not mad - and I don't hate you.
[ . . . ]
Can I try that hug now?
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...he does remember the feeling when she did in the hospital after he woke.
Sighing quietly through his nose, he begrudgingly lowers the mug and puts it down on the edge of the table. Slowly, reluctantly, he slides his legs a little further out and makes room by parting his knees, unfurling his arms.
He looks at Senri once, and then he looks away without looking back again.]
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it's such a simple concept and yet senri feels utterly tricked - but also the simplicity of that thought helps alleviate some of the pressure and the tension he thinks. he laughs a little bit with the gesture, puts his own mug aside, and brings his blanket with him as he makes his way over to sasuke, opening his arms easily and wrapping them around sasuke's shoulders to pull him in for a hug whether he actually wants one or not]
.... try this with Seanbon and I bet it'd make him really happy.
[which is totally the reason why he's doing this - not because the look on sasuke's face managed to break senri's heart a little.]
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He does, however, very slowly and faintly drop the bottom half of his face into Senri's shoulder, turned a bit outward.]
I'll think about it.
[He'll probably give him a hug. Leave him alone.]
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... mm. That's all I can hope for.
[these dumb parents and their robo baby.
but senri won't push his luck - he'll pull away eventually, even though his arms remained around sasuke's shoulders because he's a useless gay anna what do you want from me]
Maybe we can figure out wishes together - next week, when you're not talking backwards.
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Finally, he reaches up and puts a palm across Senri's face, pushing it back without exactly being very rough about it. It isn't much different than petting a cat only to have it haul a loose and bite you when it's finished.]
Shouldn't you be with Takaomi?
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I already took care of him.
[please sasuke, ray is the only emo that senri loves more. but he seems to pause and by that i mean dana thought we could end this thread but new plot information came up. when senri speaks again, he sounds appropriately disturbed - ]
.... There's one more thing.
Aimi came up to me after trial - and I think that Ruin's last follower used their power to transfer their injuries onto her. She started bleeding from her middle all of a sudden.
I - don't know what to do with knowing that.
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Sasuke makes a strange expression, lowering his arm.] She what? [Though it's more of a rhetorical question than a real one.]
She was bleeding during or after the trial? They checked almost everyone...?
[WTF]
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[who left senri to deal with that??]
When she showed me the injuries they said -
'Missed me'.....
[WHO LEFT SENRI TO DEAL WITH THAT]