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[ i already regret sasuke and senri ]
i hate that jan made us a shitpost so i already have one to use
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i hate that jan made us a shitpost so i already have one to use
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i hate that jan made us a shitpost so i already have one to use
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i hate that jan made us a shitpost so i already have one to use
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Sasuke doesn't do a single thing to stop Senri.]
I think he'd like the beach.
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[but he'll finish removing his shoes and put them off in the sand?? then he'll turn to sasuke and tilt his head]
Take yours off too or we can't go in the water!
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[Ugh. This is supposed to be a challenge. He can't just forfeit over some stupid--GOD. He hates this so much. He hates that rule. Stupid.
Sighing, he bends down so he can unlace the boots since he won't be able to just toe them off like someone else. He pops out of them one at a time--doesn't have to get rid of socks because he's not??? wearing any?? Too use to sandals.]
Fine. I could have just walked in with my shoes.
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[OH MY GOD SENRI BE NICE
but he'll also just laugh triumphantly and circle around in front of sasuke, taking both of his hands as he walks backwards into the water?? he's going full date-y apparently]
You ever seen a romcom before?
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He doesn't understand. The boots are fine? Why aren't the boots made for the environment? Hello? Ninja shoes are always made for ninja work. He doesn't... get why you... Nevermind.
His face twists, gently disgruntled, when Senri takes both his hands and leads him out toward the water. It feels... embarrassing, and though he manages not to look embarrassed, he feels it.]
...A what?
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[SENRI IS STILL GIVING SASUKE DATE ADVICE, AND IT'S THE WORST????
but he's laughing a little at the embarrassment... senri isn't embarrassed at all, he's actually just perfectly happy? how awful. the ocean breeze is a nice contrast to the temperature, even if it makes his skirt pick up in little bounces. binch doesn't care but he should]
Is your crush Estelle-chan? Is that why you bullied her with the Rumor Mill thing?
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Naturally, he makes a face, but he's not sure what about the advice is so--WHAT. It really screws up at the question. He feels offended. And embarrassed again.]
What? [His eyes narrow.] That isn't... Shut up. There's more important things to worry about. Why don't you ever get it? I said it wasn't anything like that.
I've hardly talked to her.
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[THE WAY SENRI TALKS ABOUT THIS REALLY IS LIKE A LOVESTRUCK GIRL IT'S FINE,,
but he'll do a little hop when his feet actually hit the water and he looks behind him, but doesn't let go of sasuke' hands]
Ah, it's cold...!
[stupid]
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It's fine.]
That sounds stupid. How are you meant to be together if you don't even know them? That doesn't... That's called arranged marriage.
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either way senri is pretty happy with this.... even though he laughs a little bit at the question - ]
No, not like that. Not like you're told to be together but... a feeling? Like 'oh, this is the person for me and I don't want to be with anyone else'! You feel it in your chest, and it's super romantic.
[he's super giddy and happy embarrassed at the thought... senri is dumb and gross]
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That doesn't...
[All he can think about is Sakura really. And how long she has fawned over him. There's a small twist in his chest. Guilt, it feels like. Guilt and confusion and shame. Genuine misunderstanding.
Why did she even bother liking him? Confessing her love... twice. Both times, he was so rude to her. He looks... distant, and then focuses on Senri as if he had been somewhere else.]
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... no, that's not the feeling at all. But I don't know how I can show you either... Well, you're handsome enough that if you open your heart a little I'm sure that it'll come for you one day.
[with idk estelle or another pink-haired girl??]
I think everyone deserves a cute love eventually.
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[He sounds tired more than he sounds irritable. He looks away, to the side at first and then up at the sky. He follows it down where it meets the horizon, his brows as furrowed as they usually are most of the time.]
None of that matters to me... because... my path is different. [He doesn't deserve it.] It doesn't end with anything like that. It never... was going to end that way.
It's going to end the way it began: alone. What I have to do... is more important than anything like that.
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senri pouts.
and reaches out to cup sasuke's cheek and then
he pulls at it]
I'm right here, you emo loser.
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He looks offended, but it lacks any true heat.]
You know what I mean. Don't be stupid. Where I'm from, the place I'm returning. That's how it's going to be.
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We don't forget everything as soon as we go home - so you're not going to be alone no matter where you are.
[stupid!!!! senri shakes his head even as he pulls his hand back - sort of. he fiddles with the collar of sasuke's shirt instead to adjust it]
So if you think about destroying your village, think about me being super angry at you. And Seanbon crying.
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You wouldn't understand. You've never lived there. You don't know... what the leaders of the village have all done. The secrets they kept. [This is why god talk was banned on the last date.] They... turned Itachi into a criminal. He suffered, but... still tried to protect the village. It wasn't fair.
Why should my brother have been forced to...
[He drops his arm as he sighs heavily. He can't. He'll just go on a tirade again. If anything, Senri can tell this seems to plague him greatly.]
Naruto doesn't understand either. He's too weak to be Hokage. He wouldn't change anything. He'd fall into the same trap the rest did. All the villages would be at war again.
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.... I'm not going to pretend to get it. There's no way that I can. We're from two totally different worlds.
But just burning it all to the ground might not help anything, you know? There's no guarantee that it'll be fixed once you destroy everything to begin with - so why can't you just help to make it better? Can't you keep living and do that?
All I'm saying is... You don't need to be locked into one future.
[and senri will squeeze his hands]
You have a wish at your disposal that can do anything, once we win this.
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The uptake is what happens to be a while.] I... [His head tips down, eyes following. There's no excuse or argument he can think of against this. Senri is the single last person he wants to be right.
Keep living and make it better... Tch.] You... really are annoying. [It sounds kind of cold. He isn't rough. Still, he's firm when he draws his hands away and back.
But... there's a prickling of something Senri gets in the chest, something that doesn't match the rude exterior and the downturned head.] Saying things like that... like you know...
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[he admitted it!! he doesn't understand anything about being a ninja. but he'll set sasuke pull his hands away, though senri will step further back into the water, splashing as he goes. he'll smooth out the skirt of his dress? if only to give his hands something to do]
Well, all I know is that if something happens to you when we're apart, I'll be upset. So I'd like it if it didn't come to that.
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When he finally does lift his head, there’s a glint... of... mischief(??) in his eyes. He’s so fast when he darts forward at Senri and crouches slightly. It isn’t really romantic the way he gathers Senri in his arms. Oh no. There’s true intent and goal behind it.
He keeps going without stopping, lifting Senri’s back in his hand, wading out into the shallows, his knees, his thighs... hm, the fact he going so far out may dawn on Senri suddenly. The water is almost at his waist when he just—
—chucks Senri up and out into the water.
IT ISN’T DEEP SO HE WON’T DROWN THIS TIME.]
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senri makes a noise quietly in surprise when he's suddenly picked up, his arms instinctively going around sasuke's neck if only so that he's not flailing wildly when he's no longer in control of where he's standing??]
Sasuke, what are you—
[and then he seems to realize. there's that fearful delight that tingles in his emotions that comes from when you're being teased by someone but don't entirely hate it? except it also comes hand in hand with that a sort of electric anxiety - and it's when he realizes there's no hope for him that he just gathers up the long hair of his wig in one hand as he yelps and gets tossed into the water with a fucking splash.]
Ahhh, you're the worst, this dress is white, you jerk...!!
[AND HE'S USING HIS FREE HAND JUST TO SPLASH SASUKE WITH A WAVE OF WATER AS IF THAT WILL NOT ALSO RUIN HIS OUTFIT]
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—Sasuke laughs.
It’s reserved, but genuine. An enigma coming from him, and Senri might have to double check... But as his arm lifts to shield his turning away torso and head, he’s smirking just a little at the ridiculousness of it.
It’s been a long time since warm and fuzzy has bundled in his chest, but it’s there too. Relief and relaxation, humor that usually dies before he would even entertain the idea.
His palm might be bigger. Without holding back, he paddles it across the water to splash Senri back.]
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there's no hiding senri's surprise at the noise - but the thing is that rabbits have good ears, you know? he catches it and blinks in what is something near shock, but it also doesn't stop the weird little flutter that happens in his chest. it reads a little bit like a heart skipping a beat, a little bit like excitement, and senri doesn't care to take longer to place the feeling -
because he's laughing back as he brings up his arms to shield his face before he moves to splash some more water in sasuke's direction. he complains without any bite - ]
Hey...!
[even as he tries to amble back up to his feet, gathering the wet skirt in his hand and pulling it off to the side so it doesn't clump around his legs, before trying to kick more water in sasuke's direction]
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Again, he half-assedly dodges the splashing water. For now, he doesn’t laugh again, but he is grinning a little more, a really shiteating teenager sort of thing.] You look like a wet dog. [Look... he is trash, Senri can’t expect everything. There’s no having cake and eating it too yet.] I told you not to dress stupid.
[Maybe it’s fondness. A LITTLE. He can’t even hide it because what thrums through him thrums through Senri. It’s fondness shadowed at the edges by regret and uncertainty. As if... he doesn’t think he deserves this, as if he knows he doesn’t. As if he remembers having fun like this with two certain other people, back when they were doing so very well together, and then he...
For a long time, he looks at Senri, and then for a longer time he looks out over the ocean while the waves lap at his waist. When he looks back, he isn’t smiling, but he does look soft.]
...Thank you.
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