[you'll have to excuse him, he suddenly doesn't know up from down. there's the growing confusion - like it never registered to him for even a second, after all they've been through, that sasuke might feel that way about him. that he could've kissed him because it meant something, that maybe he wasn't entirely cursed to hell and back.

senri never had even one person look at him this way back home - it's part of what's made him crave the attention so badly, wherever he could get it.

but just the same he knows entirely and completely well that he is so painfully gone for shishimaru takaomi.]

.... you have to get to know Taka better - [the most important part, of everything] - and I know that this was the start of that, but... you can't go somewhere just for me, Sasuke. No one should ever... [do that much, just for him]

I know you have friends back home who are waiting for you. It's why I struggled to ask you to come with us in the first place, but I...

[he blinks a few times - because he's coming to understand that the options in front of him are: take sasuke with them to shibuya, or never see him again. and in the week alone since sasuke had first told him that he was going to come with them.... he'd grown so comfortable with the idea.]

I'm so mad at you...

[no he's mostly just upset now because he doesn't know what to do, thanks]