[ but he can understand senri's fear. this is the first time he's not leaving from the same spot as senri; all the other nights he was able to confirm right away that he was safe, but this time he has to wait until the announcement like everyone else. it's terrifying. ]
[ . . . . and senri will just nod at that and clings a little tighter - and try to mute how he winces when he aggravates his arm injury a little bit.]
Make sure you don't.
[because he's already fearful and injured and sad he doesn't need any more reason for that, and he's pretty sure that losing taka would manage to ruin him beyond repair]
[ there's a pause, and he moves back enough so he can take hold of the hand of senri's uninjured arm, so he can bring it to his mouth and press a kiss to his knuckles. ]
there's a pause as the red is absolutely going to slowly creep all the way up his neck and to his face - he's not sure if having this much blood rush to his cheeks is good for his injury but. here we are.]
I.
Oh.
[ . . . he's just going to press his face into the crook of taka's neck now. close as they are taka might be able to feel the way that senri's heart is beating heavily in his chest. help.]
[honestly being really, really gay is a solid distraction for senri and he leans up to press their lips together in a kiss that betrays a little bit of his desperation, he's sure.
he claims a second one for good measure and -
pauses and curses sasuke deep in his soul because he wants to show affection to his boyfriend but he can't god dammit.
so instead he just sighs and presses their foreheads together as he holds onto taka]
[ sasuke may have saved senri's life but he also cockblocked them so like, it cancels each other out.
and taka knew this, senri's feelings, but there really is something about hearing it said out loud that makes it seem like you're learning it for the first time. he lets out a breath and-- okay, sorry sasuke, he's going to steal another kiss
but at least he pulls back on his own this time. ]
[senri leans into that kiss easily, humming a happy little note before he carefully nuzzles into taka's cheek affectionately because he really is just that gay apparently.
his heart aches with warmth and he settles back against taka, cuddling in close to him]
[ oh, that makes him laugh. if only sasuke knows how many times they've cursed him this week and it's not for the reason he was probably expecting after yesterday ]
Do you have an idea of what you want to do on Monday?
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[ but he can understand senri's fear. this is the first time he's not leaving from the same spot as senri; all the other nights he was able to confirm right away that he was safe, but this time he has to wait until the announcement like everyone else. it's terrifying. ]
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Make sure you don't.
[because he's already fearful and injured and sad he doesn't need any more reason for that, and he's pretty sure that losing taka would manage to ruin him beyond repair]
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Senri.
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Taka...?
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[ which senri knows but
he feels like he should say it anyway, because the feeling can be suffocating at times with how much of it there is. ]
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there's a pause as the red is absolutely going to slowly creep all the way up his neck and to his face - he's not sure if having this much blood rush to his cheeks is good for his injury but. here we are.]
I.
Oh.
[ . . . he's just going to press his face into the crook of taka's neck now. close as they are taka might be able to feel the way that senri's heart is beating heavily in his chest. help.]
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he still means it though. and... in the chance that things don't go well...
taka decides not to think about that. ]
Mm.
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he claims a second one for good measure and -
pauses and curses sasuke deep in his soul because he wants to show affection to his boyfriend but he can't god dammit.
so instead he just sighs and presses their foreheads together as he holds onto taka]
.... I really like you too, Taka.
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and taka knew this, senri's feelings, but there really is something about hearing it said out loud that makes it seem like you're learning it for the first time. he lets out a breath and-- okay, sorry sasuke, he's going to steal another kiss
but at least he pulls back on his own this time. ]
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his heart aches with warmth and he settles back against taka, cuddling in close to him]
... can't wait until I'm not tied to him anymore.
[he's cRAVING AFFECTION]
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Do you have an idea of what you want to do on Monday?
[ bad ]
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[HE DOESN'T WANT TO PASS THE THIRST ON TO SASUKE]
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[ he pokes senri on the nose. ]
Can't wait.
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but senri will just hum at that and kiss taka's cheek
and then rest his head on his shoulder]
... Nap with me a little while? I get it if you need to go somewhere but.. just until I fall asleep?
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[ anything else can wait until tomorrow., and he'd be worried if senri wakes up and he's not back yet. ]