[ canonmates who don't trust each other for shit babey ]

[usogi]

time to solve some MURDERS, taka


thanks jan

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[bakaomi]

It's kind of hard to say for sure, since I know some people joined with gods just for the numbers and not because they actually believe in what the god wants.

[usogi]

Which isn't good.

I think we should really let people know that they can't just join gods for the sake of the numbers - at least not overwhelmingly - or else this game will be voided, and they'll just start over with a new batch.

[bakaomi]

It's either that or they won't have a lot of powerful in the world they create, so the vision they had in mind wouldn't even happen...

[ he frowns. ]

Either way, someone will get fucked over.

[usogi]

[senri

sighs heavily]

..... we should talk about it.

But I'm getting tired of talking.

[or rather, he's getting tired of painting a target on his back via talking]

[bakaomi]

[ he pauses, before lifting his free hand to cup senri's face. ]

We can have someone else take care of it.

[usogi]

[ . . . . . and senri just sighs.]

No, we don't have to.... I'm just being difficult.

[ . . . ]

The thing about their worlds and visions - did you hear that from Cunning?

I was trying to double-check what he was telling me, just in case... Cheri's the one who said that this game could be voided, and he can't lie... but he also doesn't always pay attention.

[bakaomi]

Cunning said that if you don't actually believe in the god you're backing, it fucks up their power. We're basically hurting them instead of helping.

I don't think he was lying to me, but there just might be more to it than either of them said.

[usogi]

I don't think he was either, but getting two different responses....

.... well, we can use this week to find out, I guess. I'd rather tell everyone tomorrow, to let them know. I... love Bambi, a lot, but I'm scared to think of a world where she wins because of people who don't believe in her, and her vision doesn't get executed correctly.

[bakaomi]

I also asked if it might affect our wishes, and he said technically it shouldn't, but he's not completely sure about that.

He could have also just been trying to scare me, but you know. He's right that we shouldn't take the risk.

[usogi]

[thanks i hate it]

It might - no, we can't let that happen. Madopyon's....

[HER WISH IS TOO GOOD AND HE CAN'T LET IT BE RUINED]

[bakaomi]

Hm.

[ you can almost see how fast taka loses interest at the mention of madoka. ]

Yeah, so let's just make sure we do it right.

[usogi]

[ . . . ]

You're still really mad at her....

[bakaomi]

I'm done with her.

[ rip madoka ]

[usogi]

[holy fuck]

.... do you want to talk about it?

[that's

really harsh,]

[bakaomi]

Some relationships just aren't meant to happen.

[ he tried talking to her and she didn't apologize. so. ]

[usogi]

.... what did she do that made you so mad.... after the initial thing, I mean.

[because that sure is a lot more carelessness than senri ever thought could be directed at madoka]

[bakaomi]

... you're friends with her, so we probably shouldn't talk about it.

[ he shakes his head. ]

I'm not going to mean to her or anything.

[usogi]

[ . . . ]

She's my friend, but you're my boyfriend.

I don't think she can do no wrong or anything... if I gave her my real alignment, I would've been mad if she gave it to Ray-kun too.

What happened?

[bakaomi]

[ he shrugs ]

I approached her about it, and she was just... if I never apologized to you, you'd be upset, right?

[usogi]

Yeah, that's half of why I was mad.

[bakaomi]

She didn't apologize.

[ which feels childish to complain about. but takaomi actually liked madoka, and she was the first person he put his trust into that had nothing to do with senri's influence.

so it kind of hurt. ]

[usogi]

[ . . . . and senri will just lean over to kiss taka's cheek]

Does she... know you're aware that she shared your alignment...?

[because he can't blame taka -

but he's actually not sure if madoka knows?]

[bakaomi]

She does. I told her that I knew.

[ it was his attempt at being honest about feelings. ]

[usogi]

[ . . . . and senri will just pause where they are to lean over and give taka a kiss]

.... I know it won't mean that much if I have to tell her to apologize.

And I'm a little mad that she didn't think to on her own.

.... but would you be okay if I gave her the nudge?

[bakaomi]

... if you want.

[ his hold on senri's hand tightens for a moment. ]

But don't worry too much about it.