usogi | [ canonmates who don't trust each other for shit babey ]

[ ugh

there's a pause, before taka reaches over to wipe at senri's face with his own sleeve to get everything that he had missed ]

[sldkfjslkfjslkjflsjf

senri blinks in confusion - before being surprised into a broken laugh]

.... what? That's - so gross.

[ he snatches his hand back ]

I won't do it again.

[oh my god.

it's one of those times where senri has the unfortunate canon thought of 'sometimes he's kinda cute actually'

but he's totally keep it to himself]

.... well, I'll try not to need it again, but you should bring tissues next time anyway.

It'll be easier if you had them, stupid.

[ taka does not plan to be there every time senri cries?? ]

I didn't know I'd need them....

[shion's the one who carries around adorable tissues but now senri has to start]

Now you know.

[ you fucking crybaby ]

[taka.... is bad, actually.]

.... and you're doing okay?

You shouldn't worry about me.

[ senri's already worrying about enough things ]

Too late, I asked - and you're a bad liar, so.

[he'll always preoccupy himself with the emotions of others it's fine]

I'm fine.

[ he isn't crying or having public breakdowns??? ]

.... okay.

[and senri will relax a fraction at that, even if he'll just turn back to the clouds in front of him and reach out his hands to push some of their wispiness aside]

I'm fine too then.

It's less believable coming from you.

[ considering senri had a public spectacle of being not fine ]

[senri shakes his head, even as he averts his eyes]

... I'll be more and more fine, the more time that I get.

It's okay if you aren't.

[ he knows that senri is an emotional person. ]

I don't think that's true....

[and he doesn't mean that against taka, but - ]

Even if it's hard to trust everyone here, there's enough that would be worried about me.

[and he can't have that]

You'll just fake it.

[ but honestly, taka doesn't really care about anyone else like that yet. ]

But I'm telling you that it's okay if you're not fine when you aren't faking it, dumbass.

[senri's brows knit together as he tilts his head]

Aren't I always faking it, Bakaomi?

[ he rolls his eyes. ]

Yeah. You're a shitty lying rabbit.

[ . . . . right.

and senri will just laugh and turn back to the clouds.]

So I'm always okay.

[ if taka were better at this, he'll press more

but he isn't. so instead he just looks the other way. ]

Mm.

[ . . . senri sighs at that and just settles into silence briefly.

. . . ]

... you know, I'm probably not going back up for a while - you don't need to sit here with me because you feel bad.

I won't break from being alone.

[you're canon familiar so i can just straight up acknowledge this is a lie]

I don't have anywhere to be.

[ and he just

pulls out the switch. ]

[senri tries to ignore him

for like

a solid four minutes

and then he's moving so that he's on the same stair as taka and watching him play over his shoulder instead]

[ taka does not acknowledge him other than like

very slightly tilting the screen so that senri has a better view of it

but he's also doing it in a way to make it seem like an accident ]

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