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And then we'll be home.

[ home, with a head full of trauma and a heart full of love, it's fine. ]

So let's do our best til then.

[ . . . and senri just hums softly]

Mm. As long as I have you, I'll be able to keep moving forward.

[so it's fine if they just cuddle in bed for a while - they have some time before curfew still]

... sorry about earlier. I'm not mad at you anymore. I still don't think it was your fault - or you didn't mean to hurt anyone.

... it'll be okay if you were still mad.

[ taka's still angry at himself about it, after all. ]

No... I don't really get what your relationship with him is like, but you'd never go out of your way to hurt someone that badly just to be mean.

[taka WOULD jump to conclusions and say some pretty scathing things but

uhhh his relationship with senri is also a little different]

It was just an accident, right?

Mm. ... I knew that something I said or did really bothered him, but he kept refusing to admit I had anything to do with it, and that annoyed me. I prefer when people just admit to that kind of thing.

[ so he handled it like he would have handled senri, which

did not work ]

... well, his specialty is secrets and all. I think that his emotions are the most well-protected secret of all, when he doesn't want to share them with people.

[senri just sounds fond and exasperated at the same time]

He's not as easy to anger as I am... so he probably wanted to keep up a good relationship with you no matter what.

[sounds familiar]

[ ugh

he's quiet, considering that...

and then he just sighs. ]

We'll see how it goes.

[senri settles for kissing taka's cheek]

... mm.

Thank you for trying to make things better.

You're doing well, too.

You can always come to me when things are hard, even if I might call you an idiot.

[ he does it out of love ]

[senri just laughs quietly at that, giving him another kiss - though he might nip at his lips a bit]

... I know. You always deal with me the most out of everyone.

You know that you can do the same, right?

[ he unfortunately smiles at that, please don't start making out we are so close to a thread where that doesn't happen ]

... I depend on you a lot already.

[why do they kiss so much]

... you can always depend on me even more than that, Taka.

[just so he knows, and senri will nuzzle against his cheek idly]

I'm here for you - through everything.

... I know.

[ he sounds so fond ]

I trust you more than anyone.

[and senri just laughs quietly at that]

Really? Even though I'm not your immediate understanding soulmate?

I don't mind - I like Jack a lot too.

... the kind of affinity I have with him is different from the kind I have with you.

[ he kisses him. ]

But you're the one who understands me the most.

[affinity,,

senri will lean into the kiss and his expression softens]

... do you think...?

I'd like to.

[and he cuddles in closer to taka]

I'll do my best.

I think there's parts of each other we don't get, but that's because our personalities can clash a lot.

[ that's not news, it's been their entire relationship. ]

But despite that, you've always been the one there for me, who could make me admit when I'm wrong, or just know how to exist next to me.

[senri just laughs quietly at that, even as he rests his head on taka's shoulder]

.... well, it's not like it's a hardship. I'm just happy that I get the chance to.

... it was like that back home, too.

[ between their arguments

they still had each other at the end of the day. ]

... that's true.

I always had you. I hated it more back then but - I don't hate it at all now.

It wasn't always the worst thing in the world.

[ they played games together?? ]

Yumapi did say that we got along - even if it didn't feel like it at the time.

['they always have something to say to each other']

Yuma could be smart when he wanted.

[ other times it's a miracle he was alive ]

Ah.... we get to see Yumapi again soon...

[hIS BEST FRIEND]

[ he nods ]

... do you think it might be weird to see them again at first?

[ considering. everything that has happened. ]

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