Most of my lies aren't like that - they don't rely so much on other people. That was hard, but even then, I almost got to leave Black Dorm.... Ah Ryugasaki-senpai is so difficult.
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I'm the only person who has to deal with my lies. But I'd prefer that people think well of me. I want them to, and I want to make them happy and give them what they want.
[ taka's problem is that he doesn't share, and that's because he doesn't like letting anyone in. and senri doesn't either, really, even if their methods and reasonings are different. they really do have a lot more similarities than they like to admit.
but taka doesn't share, and he doesn't know how to deal with emotions or other people properly, and he purposely scares people away from him. but he tries not to lie. ]
[since earlier he knew that taka couldn't say it back - and he's not sure if that's from taka being bad with people, or if it was from taka not being able to lie to him]
[senri will honestly let that happen. there's probably sinks off to the side, and senri will actually go to wash his face in a separate one. he grabs a fancy towel and cleans off his face, and then offers an extra one out to taka]
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[ just
why. ]
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[it's not what you know, it's who you know]
And keeping people happy is nice? Don't you like it when people are smiling...?
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[ and that's just what this constant flattery is, isn't it? empty words that are only there to paint a pretty picture and a good impression.
it's annoying to watch him. ]
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[senri sighs deeply. he told this to yuma before, and yuma had believed it so easily. he doesn't know if the same could be said for takaomi.]
No one has to know if I haven't read a book they liked, or if I was lying about a movie....
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[ please let them take off the face masks i beg you ]
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Most of my lies aren't like that - they don't rely so much on other people. That was hard, but even then, I almost got to leave Black Dorm.... Ah Ryugasaki-senpai is so difficult.
[ . . . . ]
I'm the only person who has to deal with my lies. But I'd prefer that people think well of me. I want them to, and I want to make them happy and give them what they want.
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... that's why we're going to keep arguing.
[ because that kind of relationship is too fragile to hold, and taka can't really bring himself to try to keep it together if it falls apart. ]
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senri shrugs.]
I lie to you less, you know.
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[ taka's problem is that he doesn't share, and that's because he doesn't like letting anyone in. and senri doesn't either, really, even if their methods and reasonings are different. they really do have a lot more similarities than they like to admit.
but taka doesn't share, and he doesn't know how to deal with emotions or other people properly, and he purposely scares people away from him. but he tries not to lie. ]
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[he admits that. and it's hard here.]
... what if I promise that I won't lie to you about anything important?
Even if it's not about this game, since I already don't lie to you there. And... I can try back home.
[because he doesn't know if he can stop himself from every lie, as much as he'd like to - but he wants to try]
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taka, at least, doesn't point that out. ]
... let's just get through the game.
[ before making promises about home, when taka isn't even sure if senri would still be around. ]
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... I get that you're bad with people.
But things aren't going to get any better if I'm the only one trying to get along with you.
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[ for him being truthful. ]
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[since earlier he knew that taka couldn't say it back - and he's not sure if that's from taka being bad with people, or if it was from taka not being able to lie to him]
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I wouldn't be here if I didn't trust you a little bit.
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[senri will show taka the bowl that was supposed to have the extra ingredient to remove the face mask and it's
fucking empty]
No more big lies starting now.
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he just fucking tackles him ]
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i'm yelling TIMBERRRR
though admittedly this time senri is cracking up]
I won't use that trick again, I promise!!
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[ AND THAT THE CURSE IS REALLY STUPID ]
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[ he pinches senri's arm ]
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Ow, hey - be nice! It's been a long day, no more violence...!
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[ he does move to get up though
mostly because he wants to take the face mask off ]
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he takes the towel though :/ ]
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