I asked. And I apologized. I tried to get him to forgive me, and told him all the new stuff I found out so it could be like normal but it...
It didn't feel like that. He felt further from me than usual.
[ . . . ]
I don't know what I did.
[and for someone like senri, who's pretty good at 99% of social situations, he's struggling. taka used to be the only person he didn't get along with.]
You shouldn't force it. He might need some time to figure things out.
[ taka can admit that he honestly does not know much about ray other than what's on his statue. and he doubts that he ever will, because the only reason they tend to interact is over senri.
... but he doesn't seem like the type of person who works through his emotions the same way senri does. so. ]
If something's my fault, I want someone to tell me it's my fault...!
I'm the one who messed up, and I was trying to own it but... he wouldn't talk to me.... He wouldn't tell me what was wrong - he kept saying nothing was wrong.
[ taka expected senri to ask questions so he's not surprised? it was mostly that he kept yelling them while the adrenaline was still running and taka was still processing that sasuke almost burned them alive in the worst rescue attempt of all time ]
But you're not going to know for sure about Ray until he tells you.
he is going to live on edge until he confirms whether they know it was him or not because he does not fucking know how to approach them again without this piece of information ]
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[ it's really the only thing that taka can think of. other than the reveal of his god, senri had acted fairly normally that trial.
and ray is a little bitch. ]
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It didn't feel like that. He felt further from me than usual.
[ . . . ]
I don't know what I did.
[and for someone like senri, who's pretty good at 99% of social situations, he's struggling. taka used to be the only person he didn't get along with.]
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[ taka can admit that he honestly does not know much about ray other than what's on his statue. and he doubts that he ever will, because the only reason they tend to interact is over senri.
... but he doesn't seem like the type of person who works through his emotions the same way senri does. so. ]
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I miiiight've tried to force it.
A little.
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[ senri. ]
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I'm the one who messed up, and I was trying to own it but... he wouldn't talk to me.... He wouldn't tell me what was wrong - he kept saying nothing was wrong.
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[ and senri is just unfortunately the one involved ]
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But...
[senri is just. not content with that answer.]
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[ . . . . he's not going to do that
and also on the topic of
things he's not supposed to do - ]
Beauty said I could look for his room if I want to.
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[ you fool they didn't even see cunning himself ]
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It's not like I'm trying to get in trouble. It's why I asked him first.
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groans ]
Fine. Whatever, do what you want. I don't care.
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[ . . . ]
Bakaomi, do you think I push people too hard?
[thIS RAY THING IS REALLY BOTHERING HIM]
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[ he's honest ]
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You could at least pretend you had to think about it...!
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[ughhhhh]
It's why I didn't ask you or Sasuke-kun anything more about the room... because I thought I pushed Ray-kun too hard and he got mad at me.
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[ taka expected senri to ask questions so he's not surprised? it was mostly that he kept yelling them while the adrenaline was still running and taka was still processing that sasuke almost burned them alive in the worst rescue attempt of all time ]
But you're not going to know for sure about Ray until he tells you.
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[which hE'S NOT HAPPY ABOUT]
... are you doing okay, by the way?
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[ he shrugs
he is going to live on edge until he confirms whether they know it was him or not because he does not fucking know how to approach them again without this piece of information ]
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Well, Disorder found me. She didn't mention you, at least.
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[ how much does she want to beat up sasuke ]
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[ remember when senri thought they'd be fine because sasuke was there and then sasuke set a bed on fire
good times. ]
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