[senri lets it sit on the counter in front of him and he traces the faces of the people in it.]
I found it in my pocket and... ahh, I cried so hard I worried a bunch of people. Taka got so scared that I was hurt. I ran to all the gods to give them big hugs and everything... I think I'm a little cried out right now, luckily.
[even though he gets a little choked up as he lingers on ray and zoe in the photo]
... it hurts a lot, to look at it. To know what I'm going to lose soon.
But I'm grateful if it means... that I got to have it at all.
[senri can't quite bring himself to look up - and he blinks furiously as if that'll manage to get the moisture in his eye to disappear. he reaches up to try to brush it away anyway.
it's hard to admit, sometimes. because it's so hard to be here. it's so hard to suffer through every week but.
he nods.
because he doesn't know what he'd do, if he didn't find this odd place where people still managed to care about him, against all odds]
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[senri lets it sit on the counter in front of him and he traces the faces of the people in it.]
I found it in my pocket and... ahh, I cried so hard I worried a bunch of people. Taka got so scared that I was hurt. I ran to all the gods to give them big hugs and everything... I think I'm a little cried out right now, luckily.
[even though he gets a little choked up as he lingers on ray and zoe in the photo]
... it hurts a lot, to look at it. To know what I'm going to lose soon.
But I'm grateful if it means... that I got to have it at all.
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[ majima sets his hand on senri's shoulder, and squeezes firmly. ]
Even with all the shit we went through, ya wouldn't trade this for anythin', right?
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it's hard to admit, sometimes. because it's so hard to be here. it's so hard to suffer through every week but.
he nods.
because he doesn't know what he'd do, if he didn't find this odd place where people still managed to care about him, against all odds]
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All right, ya better stop cryin' or you're gonna embarrass me.
[ what he actually means: "you're gonna make me cry too" ]