he and takaomi are staying in one of the cabins this week and for some reason or another, he's been left unattended! .... that already makes him feel pretty bad and his instinct is to
get up??? even though he's unbelievably banged up??
[ madoka has been sitting at his beside for - who knows how long. she probably wandered over after spotting his known friends/attendants out and about and hasn't moved since.
but she jolts up, hands hovering over him without touching. ]
[he blinks at that - with his one eye, and it's slowly dawning on him that he can't see out of the other one and the pain is beginning to sink through again - ]
He lost an eye, because someone thought that it'd be a good idea to attach us. I knew that, but I still put myself in a position of danger that he had to pay for...
I don't want to unload on you, Madopyon but - it's... It's hard not to be mad at myself.
It's just going to be a bad memory. A bad dream. When this is over, you'll both be okay.
[ every time she says that it feels a little less like a real justification. and she snivels, because it's hard playing tough when you're worried - when you're looking right at your friends injuries. ]
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week 4, wednesday post-mini event
he and takaomi are staying in one of the cabins this week and for some reason or another, he's been left unattended! .... that already makes him feel pretty bad and his instinct is to
get up??? even though he's unbelievably banged up??
madoka please stop him]
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but she jolts up, hands hovering over him without touching. ]
Don't move...! You're really hurt, Senri-kun.
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senri pauses and he reaches a hand out to hold onto hers and
misses, because he lacks his usual depth perception]
.... what?
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You need to rest.
[ her voice cracked. oops. ]
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.... Madopyon....
I -
... sorry.
[he didn't want her to see him like this]
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I'm the one who should have been protecting you.
[ despite her own wavering voice, she still manages to sound firm in this. ]
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[he blinks at that - with his one eye, and it's slowly dawning on him that he can't see out of the other one and the pain is beginning to sink through again - ]
I - no, it's.... I made a mistake....
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[ ideally not ones that get you mauled, but. what can you do. ]
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[and the frustration leaks in but - ]
.... sorry, Madopyon. I - worried you, huh.
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I told you, you don't need to apologize. It doesn't matter how many mistakes you make.
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[he shakes his head]
If I keep making mistakes, then that just inconveniences the people around me...
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[ even if there are various people she's sure might say it like that. ]
You shouldn't be worrying about inconveniencing other people, right now. It's harder for yourself...
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[ugh. his mouth presses into a frown]
He lost an eye, because someone thought that it'd be a good idea to attach us. I knew that, but I still put myself in a position of danger that he had to pay for...
I don't want to unload on you, Madopyon but - it's... It's hard not to be mad at myself.
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[ every time she says that it feels a little less like a real justification. and she snivels, because it's hard playing tough when you're worried - when you're looking right at your friends injuries. ]
... I want you to be able to complain to me.