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[he pouts because of course he does - but he'll quiet down for a second if only to just wrap his arms around taka and brush his lips against his cheek softly.

senri isn't entirely aware of everything - but he'd heard enough that fortune was able to come back. it makes senri's heart twist a little uncomfortably, but not in any way that he thinks would be fair to voice out loud, not when he knows very well how important it is for taka to open his heart to more people

so he doesn't, and just tries to not look stressed in front of his boyfriend who probably had a day that was twice as emotionally difficult]

[ it's fine, he appreciates the quiet, especially since today is going to be busy between preparations for curfew and senri's performance. and they'll have to go back to sasuke eventually.

after a while, taka kisses senri, slow and gentle, and when he pulls back he tries his best for a smile even though it's lacking. ]

Did I mention you looked good yesterday?

[ he probably did, but he wants to ease back into the previous conversation ]

Even if you did, I like hearing it again.

[dumb needy rabbit. but he'll match taka's smile even as he stays close as he can, already gently pleased from the compliment.]

You did too. Let's see if Hari can bring us somewhere fancy so we can have a nice upper class date again.

[if nothing else, it's nice to think about how they'll get to go back home together in just a little bit over a week]

Mm... I like seeing you in a suit.

[ it's so weird to think that they'll have so much time after this to do whatever they want. to go on so many dates and have fights and make up and have so many other first experiences together that they can't have while here.

taka thinks about his lucky he is, in the midst of so much death and lies, that he has senri here. even if it sometimes feels like the universe is conspiring against them. ]

I'm not mad at you.

[senri's brow furrows quietly at that before he shakes his head and keeps his arms around taka, resting some more of his weight against him to lean into him comfortably. ]

.... even if you're not, I wanted to say sorry.

Because even if it was fun while we were together, I'm sure I could've done some things to make it easier.

I don't like making trouble for you.

[even though for some reason trouble always seems to knock on his door]

You're my boyfriend.

[ and sometimes even that word feels too small for how he feels. ]

Anything that might trouble you will trouble me, because I want to be there for all of it.

[ he kisses his cheek ]

The fun times, and the literally cursed ones.

[senri laughs a little bit at that - under the attention and from the words]

.... I get into a lot of trouble.

[for some reason. it's a little odd, and even odder still how every single time he's been cursed, he's been able to figure out exactly who it was that cursed him. but he'll just sigh quietly before meeting taka's gaze]

... I do feel like I can breathe a little easier, as long as you're next to me.

I feel like it's selfish to ask that of you - but I can't say that I don't like it. I just... hope the fun outweighs the curse.

I'll sit through every curse if it's for you.

[ he pulls senri even closer, and leans in for another kiss

and pauses ]

Even if this particular one is a bit fucking much.

[senri will give him that kiss, and try not to laugh against his lips before he pulls back]

We really have to get it undone. It's a little last minute, but I wouldn't suppose Rise-chan owes you for something?

.... It's kind of weird, to be honest. I think I hate it more because I know that even if Sasuke liked me for real, he wouldn't be anything like this.

It's like someone else's messed up idea of love coming out of his mouth.

No... I have a favor I need to do for her, but it's the kind that takes time and I'm not sure if I'll finish it before tomorrow. Maybe Saturday, but...

[ he can't say for sure

still, senri has a point there. ]

I wonder if he got hit by Hopelessly Devoted instead?

[ . . . . senri pouts]

I mean... maybe. I don't know if Cinnabon would choose Sasuke at her target - I can ask to make sure?

But... well, that means it was either Nonon-san or the last person that I don't know. I don't even know if that's Nonon-san's power this week.

Edited 2019-03-28 21:22 (UTC)

You might as well ask. Since if it wasn't her, that means someone else either Hopelessly Devoted him or there's two other arrows out there on top of what Cinque used and the one that got Sasuke.

[ which is now a lot more concerning now that it is affecting him personally. ]

[poor taka. senri will just nod at that]

Okay, I'll take care of it. I'll see if I can do that before everything today, so we can at least have a better answer. We have to at least confirm that one of the Ambitions went to Love... Cunning, Love, and Sincerity are where they all went off to.

Hm...

[ he runs a hand through senri's hair. ]

Even if all we can confirm is that it wasn't Cinque, that still tells us something, so don't get too annoyed if you can't find out more, okay, dumb rabbit?

[ . . . . senri leans into the touch and. huffs quietly. because taka's right that he absolutely will be frustrated if he can't figure out everyone's alignments by trial, and it's unfortunately getting later and later.]

.... if this is all I can do, then I should be able to do it well.... that's all I think.

[sometimes he gets perfectionist about things, unfortunately.]

But... okay. I'll try not to dwell on it.

You're going to dwell on it.

[ taka can relate

but then he shakes his head. ]

You do a lot more than just that.

I said I'll try, I made no promises about succeeding.

[ . . . ]

I'll admit it if you admit it, though. That there's a chance that I do more than I think I do.

[ ...

he sighs. ]

Cheater.

[senri just shakes his head and leans up to kiss taka's forehead]

'.... I'm trying my best, but every weekend it feels like it's not enough. But it's the best that I can do, with what I have, and the things that I do accomplish... well, they probably help someone, even if I can't see it right away.'

I think you might know how that feels.

[ there's a long pause, and he buries his face into senri's neck.

it takes him another moment to talk. ]

Probably.

[senri will just run his fingers through taka's hair as he wraps his arms around him, turning his head to kiss his hair]

... whatever you think of me, just know I feel the same about you.

I wouldn't be half as effective without you.

[ he thinks that senri would be fine, really, but

he still appreciates the sentiment anyway. ]

... same here, Senri.

[ canonmates who don't trust each other for shit babey ]

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