[ . . . senri huffs out a vague breath of a laugh - and tries to pull his face into a smile. it's not as perfect as it usually is, like some part of his act has slipped but.]
[ although it might be different homes, depending on if they get their wishes. he remembers what senri said about not having to go back to the academy. ]
[and senri will relax a fraction at that, even if he'll just turn back to the clouds in front of him and reach out his hands to push some of their wispiness aside]
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[ but then he shrugs. ]
But we'll see. Just don't get depressed if you don't get everything you want.
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I'll work on it.
If nothing else, we get to go home.
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[ although it might be different homes, depending on if they get their wishes. he remembers what senri said about not having to go back to the academy. ]
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.... you don't sound happy about it?
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I never sound happy about anything.
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[well. he'll let it go.
. . . . ]
Do you have tissues?
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[ senri who do you think you're asking ]
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Wishful thinking....
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there's a pause, before taka reaches over to wipe at senri's face with his own sleeve to get everything that he had missed ]
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senri blinks in confusion - before being surprised into a broken laugh]
.... what? That's - so gross.
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I won't do it again.
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it's one of those times where senri has the unfortunate canon thought of 'sometimes he's kinda cute actually'
but he's totally keep it to himself]
.... well, I'll try not to need it again, but you should bring tissues next time anyway.
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[ taka does not plan to be there every time senri cries?? ]
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[shion's the one who carries around adorable tissues but now senri has to start]
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[ you fucking crybaby ]
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.... and you're doing okay?
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[ senri's already worrying about enough things ]
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[he'll always preoccupy himself with the emotions of others it's fine]
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[ he isn't crying or having public breakdowns??? ]
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[and senri will relax a fraction at that, even if he'll just turn back to the clouds in front of him and reach out his hands to push some of their wispiness aside]
I'm fine too then.
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[ considering senri had a public spectacle of being not fine ]
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... I'll be more and more fine, the more time that I get.
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[ he knows that senri is an emotional person. ]
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[and he doesn't mean that against taka, but - ]
Even if it's hard to trust everyone here, there's enough that would be worried about me.
[and he can't have that]
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[ but honestly, taka doesn't really care about anyone else like that yet. ]
But I'm telling you that it's okay if you're not fine when you aren't faking it, dumbass.
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