I know. [ this, heavily, too. ] I don't remember why I was so opposed to going to Indulgence myself. I need to thank you for that, as well. You truly saved me, this weekend ... from making things even worse.
[ Yu folds one arm over his chest, the other rubbing his face. ]
... I hate that I hurt her. I don't know if I can possibly express ...
[ the regret is so, so real. ]
Going to her just because I want things? Nothing could be further from the truth. She's my friend. [ Has he made her think that? Feel that way? His gut twists. ] ... if I were to somehow hurt her again, I wouldn't forgive myself. You don't need to worry about that, Senri. [ so quietly. ] I want to take care of her, too. As much as I'm able.
Has anyone ever told you that you kind of have a manpain problem, both cursed and not....
[he sounds more exhausted than anything at least, shaking his head]
You can say that it's not the truth - but that's how she feels. You can say that you're a friend to someone, but you know it doesn't say a lot when they don't feel treated like a friend, you know? And I want to be fair that... sometimes Bambi gets unreasonable, but I don't think this is one of those times.
So you can feel guilty, but I wouldn't wallow too hard in your own feelings when you need to check in on hers.
You troubled Sasuke, and Beauty, too. I heard.
You were cursed and everything then, but you can still choose how you act now. And even though I'm scolding you a little... I'm rooting for you.
[ . . . ]
Jude-kun used to tell me this kind of thing. I'm not as good at it as he is, but I think more people need to hear his sentiments.
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[ Yu folds one arm over his chest, the other rubbing his face. ]
... I hate that I hurt her. I don't know if I can possibly express ...
[ the regret is so, so real. ]
Going to her just because I want things? Nothing could be further from the truth. She's my friend. [ Has he made her think that? Feel that way? His gut twists. ] ... if I were to somehow hurt her again, I wouldn't forgive myself. You don't need to worry about that, Senri. [ so quietly. ] I want to take care of her, too. As much as I'm able.
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Has anyone ever told you that you kind of have a manpain problem, both cursed and not....
[he sounds more exhausted than anything at least, shaking his head]
You can say that it's not the truth - but that's how she feels. You can say that you're a friend to someone, but you know it doesn't say a lot when they don't feel treated like a friend, you know? And I want to be fair that... sometimes Bambi gets unreasonable, but I don't think this is one of those times.
So you can feel guilty, but I wouldn't wallow too hard in your own feelings when you need to check in on hers.
You troubled Sasuke, and Beauty, too. I heard.
You were cursed and everything then, but you can still choose how you act now. And even though I'm scolding you a little... I'm rooting for you.
[ . . . ]
Jude-kun used to tell me this kind of thing. I'm not as good at it as he is, but I think more people need to hear his sentiments.