[ senri & ray are not okay ]

[usogi]

Comments

[usogi]

[senri stares at his hot chocolate]

... I understand now why adults are driven to drinking.

[selfimmolates]

I wouldn't suggest you start. The thought of you drunk is kind of horrifying.

[1/2]

[usogi]

I'd be great at parties.

[please stop.]

[usogi]

[ . . . . . . . ]

His world isn't bad - it's something I've been thinking that I've been taking for granted.

A world without war, so that innocent people don't have to suffer. I think his methods are stupid, so this lines up with that. But it sounds like ninjas go through a lot.... and considering who we've met, that lines up so far. He wants to take on everything himself, without help, because he thinks that putting other people into the equation will mean that no one ends up happy. I think he's afraid to let himself rely on people.

I don't know how to get through to him.... He's said he'll kill me, but he also warned me for being reckless in trying to help people and how that'll get me killed.

And he didn't let me drown.

[ . . . ]

Ugh, he makes me so angry. Good ideas, terrible execution.

[selfimmolates]

Yeah, I'm still going to kill him if he ever becomes a serious threat.

[just

putting that out there.]

[usogi]

[ray is so serious and senri is too damn soft for this whole thing]

... mm, I know. I don't think I'd blame anyone who did.

If I get stabbed, I'll tell you.

[self-preservation please]

[selfimmolates]

You say that like you wouldn't be screaming and whining as soon as you got stabbed.

[usogi]

That's true, I would! Hopefully you'll be able to hear it.

But uh - I'm also hoping he won't stab me, so guess we'll see.

[????]

[selfimmolates]

Maybe you should just stay away from him.

[usogi]

... I'm thinking about it.

[but he's not sold, for some reason]

I think he just needs to be talked out of being stupid. Or smacked out of it. I'd be more worried if someone else tried to do it and he could try to stab them instead.

[madoka, he's thinking of madoka]

[selfimmolates]

You're an idiot.

[usogi]

Probably, but I'm also trying not to die.

[ . . . . . ]

I just don't think anyone should be left alone like that, without even family to rely on.

[selfimmolates]

[...

ray just sips his hot cocoa, looking at senri with the most dead look in his eyes. oh god, stop reminding him of emma.]

[usogi]

[if senri notices the look, he doesn't say anything about it]

Is the cocoa good?

[selfimmolates]

It's fine. Did you make it?

[usogi]

Only fine...?

[ray!!]

Ahaha, yeah I did. I needed something to calm my nerves.

[selfimmolates]

What did you expect me to say?

[usogi]

All you emos could stand to be nicer to me.

[selfimmolates]

Why? Are you—[and at this point ray sounds a little like he wants to die while also being deeply invested in this question]—looking for something from Takaomi or Sasuke?

[usogi]

[ . . . . . . . . . . . ]

Besides being left to rest and my peace of mind?

[selfimmolates]

I was thinking more like affection. Love. That whole area.

[someone kill him now]

[usogi]

[SENRI FUCKING CHOKES]

[selfimmolates]

I'm being serious!

[HE HATES IT, THANKS]

[usogi]

I don't want you to be!

[OH MY GOD]

[selfimmolates]

I'm not allowed to be curious about your feelings on love?

[ray sounds like he wants to crawl into a hole somewhere right now]