usogi | [ canonmates who don't trust each other for shit babey ]

[ god his face is red?? it feels like it's burning

but then he pauses, so he can lick at senri's lips ]

I'll have a surprise for you too then.

[sdlkfjsflkjs

oh.

senri is going to blush right back but also he's chasing after taka's mouth for a kiss]

Mm, I'll look forward to whatever it is.

Anything for you.

[ they need to

stop making out ]

[do you think about how we got plot info now and they're still just making out

but senri will just give taka another kiss at that because that's soft and he'll just softly murmur against taka's lips]

.... I love you. No matter what, I get to go home with you.

[ what the fuck is a plot ]

Mm. I love my boyfriend.

[who needs plot when you have kisses right

and senri will just laugh quietly and nuzzle gently in taka's cheek]

.... really glad I didn't get turned to stone.

I wouldn't be able to kiss you like this.

... what happened?

[ he'll wrap his arms around senri. ]

[and senri just pauses

and rests his head against taka's shoulder as if it'll manage to obscure his expression. even if he's trying to keep his face neutral, his eyes look a bit sad]

.... how are things between you and Tama-chin?

... why?

[ he doesn't see the connection between this and getting turned into stone ]

.... I think it's relevant.

[and he'll just curl in a little bit closer, wrapping his arms around taka and letting his fingers cling onto the cloth of his shirt. he hooks his leg around taka's too, tangling them up together as much as he can]

[ he just sighs ]

It's awkward. And any time it stopped being awkward, one of us would say something that would mess it up.

[senri hums softly at that - ]

.... because of me?

I don't want to think that you talk about me all the time - I'd prefer if you didn't but...

[this case seems especially

likely]

... because of you.

[ there's no point in saying otherwise ]

[ . . . Ugh.]

Sorry.

.... you know you're the only person that I love, right?

[ he reaches a hand out to caress senri's cheek. ]

I'm kind of stupid. [ ... ] It was just more complicated than it was with Sasuke.

[senri leans into the touch, but his eye grows a little wide. he leans in to press his lips to taka's, as if a kiss will be enough to mend the divide between them]

How can I show you?

How can I remind you I love you and only you?

[ oh

he isn't sure what does it. if it's the desperation in the kiss or his expression, or if it's the words, or even if it's just the stress from weeks of being here. but it's like-- something snaps, finally, and taka starts to cry.

he ignores that though, and instead just pulls senri into another kiss. ]

[ah.

something in senri's heart breaks a little bit when he sees taka cry, but he'll go with the kiss anyway. he thinks he'd probably go with anything that taka could possibly want, if it'll make him feel a little bit better. he presses their lips together once, twice, before he pulls away to kiss taka's cheeks as if that'll help to kiss away the tears]

Taka...

I'm right here - I'm not going anywhere.

[ after the kisses, taka pulls away slightly so he can try to wipe at his face. he knows that senri doesn't react too well when other people cry around him, that he gets upset too, so it'll be better if he stopped. ]

I know. I know, it's stupid.

[senri reaches up to gently hold onto taka's wrist, giving him another kiss before he can wipe at his face anymore, and his expression grows softer.]

... it's not stupid.

Whatever you're feeling, it's not stupid.

You can talk to me about it... if you want to.

Sometimes it's just hard to imagine why you'd pick me.

[ it's said quietly. ]

[senri doesn't hesitate to give taka another kiss, soft and gentle]

... when nothing else is going right, I think of you.

Because you're steady, when I'm not. Because you're brave, when I'm not. Because you're - so much kinder than I am, at the heart of things.

I don't need you to be anyone or anything else besides... you. [his hand comes up to taka's hair, running his fingers through his locks] You match me in a way that no one else can even try to.

[ it's hard, to fight the thought that senri could do so much better when there have been so many people who want him. it's daunting. taka never really thought that he'd fall in love, and he definitely didn't think that it'd be like... this

but senri's voice is so soothing. ]

... thank you for wanting to spend your life with me.

... thank you for thinking that I'm worth it.

[and he'll move to cup taka's cheek with one hand, thumb brushing away any tear tracks on his own, even as senri goes to kiss the other side of his face gently]

I'm sorry... that you ever had room to doubt how much you mean to me.

I'm so happy I chose you.

I never thought I could ever love someone like I love you, my rabbit.

[ he can get so embarrassingly mushy when it comes to senri, but it also feels like it's something he needs to hear. that they both need to. ]

I'm just... sorry that it wasn't as easy as it should be.

[ a lot of feelings were hurt for them to make it here. I

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