[ senri & ray are not okay ]

[usogi]

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[selfimmolates]

I keep tabs on everyone.

[nothing personal! probably. anyway, he hums.]

Sasuke and I have an agreement—if I make stuff for him, he'll provide me with any ability I need, aka switch gods. He said he doesn't plan to stick with his for long.

Of course, that's dependent on him ever needing my help, and for now, I'm giving him space.

[because he doesn't trust sasuke to not just stab him.]

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Did you ask for anything in exchange for the lock? Because that'd mean he switched and then two people went to Cunning to make up for him.

[math is fucking hard please don't ask senri to do this, his grades are bad

that said at the mention of giving sasuke space, senri pauses

and sips his hot cocoa for a long, long moment]

I really have to come to terms with the fact that Ray-kun is smarter than me.

[selfimmolates]

I asked for him to keep me off his potential kill list?

[so that's a no.

also sips his cocoa.]

That's not hard.

[usogi]

That's rude! And ask for me too, me too!

[HE WHINES]

That guy's so mad at me, I just wanted to make sure he wasn't suffering alone in a deep pit of existential despair!

[selfimmolates]

That is exactly why I stayed away from him this weekend...

[usogi]

I was nice! I was soooo nice!

And I nearly drowned for it!

[senri tell the whole story]

[selfimmolates]

[he reaches over to pat senri on the shoulder consolingly (read: patronizingly).]

There, there. What did you do?

[1/2]

[usogi]

[senri unfortunately will take the shoulder pats bc he's a needy affection-starved piece of shit]

All I did was make him rice balls and bring him the tomatoes he likes! I tried to talk to him about everything because he self-isolates and it's no good for winning the competition? I don't even hate his wish, actually! I don't think he's a bad person, he's just a toooootal jerk! But he wouldn't listen to me and kept calling me stupid!

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[ . . . . . ]

So I might've pushed him into the pool.

[selfimmolates]

[senri... do you know what his wish really is...]

... You deserved whatever you got.

[usogi]

[sasuke probably left shit out because senri's a WEENIE]

I can't swim!

.... don't tell anyone, because it already hurt pretty bad, so I'd rather not get any closer to death than I already did.

[selfimmolates]

Then don't push other people into water!

... Anyway, do you actually know what his wish is? 'Cause while you were being an idiot, apparently, I was having a rather interesting chat with his brother on death row.

[usogi]

[oh my god]

.... it's pretty emo. If you make him angry enough, he'll probably spill it.

[but also he doesn't know if he can actually??/ say????]

What'd Uchiha-san say?

[selfimmolates]

A lot.

But the most relevant is that he does not want Sasuke's wish to come true—probably because it, among other things, involves destroying their village—and made it clear that Sasuke is likely a threat to all of us and that he wouldn't begrudge anyone for killing him.

[ray was so tired after that conversation,]

[usogi]

[senri stares at his hot chocolate]

... I understand now why adults are driven to drinking.

[selfimmolates]

I wouldn't suggest you start. The thought of you drunk is kind of horrifying.

[1/2]

[usogi]

I'd be great at parties.

[please stop.]

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[ . . . . . . . ]

His world isn't bad - it's something I've been thinking that I've been taking for granted.

A world without war, so that innocent people don't have to suffer. I think his methods are stupid, so this lines up with that. But it sounds like ninjas go through a lot.... and considering who we've met, that lines up so far. He wants to take on everything himself, without help, because he thinks that putting other people into the equation will mean that no one ends up happy. I think he's afraid to let himself rely on people.

I don't know how to get through to him.... He's said he'll kill me, but he also warned me for being reckless in trying to help people and how that'll get me killed.

And he didn't let me drown.

[ . . . ]

Ugh, he makes me so angry. Good ideas, terrible execution.

[selfimmolates]

Yeah, I'm still going to kill him if he ever becomes a serious threat.

[just

putting that out there.]

[usogi]

[ray is so serious and senri is too damn soft for this whole thing]

... mm, I know. I don't think I'd blame anyone who did.

If I get stabbed, I'll tell you.

[self-preservation please]

[selfimmolates]

You say that like you wouldn't be screaming and whining as soon as you got stabbed.

[usogi]

That's true, I would! Hopefully you'll be able to hear it.

But uh - I'm also hoping he won't stab me, so guess we'll see.

[????]

[selfimmolates]

Maybe you should just stay away from him.

[usogi]

... I'm thinking about it.

[but he's not sold, for some reason]

I think he just needs to be talked out of being stupid. Or smacked out of it. I'd be more worried if someone else tried to do it and he could try to stab them instead.

[madoka, he's thinking of madoka]

[selfimmolates]

You're an idiot.